Dear Kep,

roses, doves
and a whole lot of tears
hurt, pain
and a whole lot of fear

fear
that this is true
that your never coming back
fear
i can`t make it through
that strength is what i lack

hes sitting in a cell
but can have visits & calls
and your gone forever ,
not coming back at all
at times i`m so angry
i don`t know what to do
but then i think to myself
and know that God`s got you

Sometimes I wish I could talk to your killer
ask him "whyy"
as my eyes fill up
these days i can`t wake up
with a dry pillow
gone
but never* forgotten
kep, i still feel ya


Love your cousin,

Ashley